The Quantum Space; A Message From Lord Krishna

Quantum Session Scene 1: I meet Lord Krishna

I have been taken to where the sand meets the shore. A palm tree each side of me. There is no time. I look across the scape and there is light and water for the forever of existence. Every grain of sand tickles my toes. The sky glows an iridescent white yellow light. It is not just light, it is the Divine radiating love onto me. It is the love between God and His Child. Just as a sun worshipper would, I bask in the light, tip my head up and allow the love and light to fall onto my skin. It feels like comfort and a Mother’s kiss rolled together and administered by invisibility. My hair flows with the light; I am weightless. I open my eyes which barely can process the brightness, they watch water lap around my toes and disappear into the tide. I felt water for the first time again.

The sensation is beyond comprehension. Every part of my body is feeling unconditional love. My whole being and essence is being hugged by a force that is pure, loving and shapeless. My eyes watch the horizon where the light ripples into water. A flute plays and a melody with the same frequency of the white light, the same frequency of the undulating waves and of the same frequency of the crystals of the sand grain, is coursing through the air. Everything, including me, vibrates in harmony and resonance.

A small child bounds with small steps from the horizon, across the water, towards me, until He stands beside me. He is beautiful, He is Love and He is the source of All, even the light and love that envelopes me. He smiles and silently ushers me to sit on the log that has appeared behind me. I turn, newly understanding every step on every grain of sand, I walk to the log and sit. He is a child but He is grown. He sits next to me on the sand. He feels familiar, but I am unsure of His name.

He asks, “Are you listening?” I have no idea how to reply.

He is a 6-year-old child but is grown, complex and beyond intelligence. The whole universe is inside of Him. He is cherub like with brown curly shoulder length hair. His flute remains in His lap but continues to play its melody. I know who He is, but I also don’t, I could never fathom His depth. I ask His name.

He replies, “I am the Butter Thief.”

He smiles a beautiful child smile. I understand without doubt that He is The One, The Truth, He is the Divine Lord Krishna. I know who He is.

Much like any child does, He reaches up and places His forearm and chubby hand against my thigh. A gesture that any child makes to steady themselves but instead He uses the contact to channel a message without moving His lips. I become a passive vessel to hear the message.

“I am the Butter Thief. I am the Beginning, Middle, The End and the New. I am the Past, Present and the Future. I am Forever, and I am in You. The entire universe is written in the melody of my flute. You are written, and your story is written on the melody. You are living out your path as it is meant to be.

You are Enough. Everything you do is Enough. Your Love is greater than all fear, My Child. Your Love is greater than all fear.” He reaches up to my face and strokes it with a peacock feather. It pauses over my third eye and He continues.

“Your Love is Enough. Your Love is greater than all fear, My Child. Your love is one I have seen before. You are the Love of the sacred Feminine energy that I have experienced before. I have been the form which needed this Love you have. I have been a masculine that has been made complete with your Love. It is One that is recognised and should be surrendered to.

You are Enough, and your love is Enough. Remember it is already written on the melody played by the flute. This is orchestrated.”

With each word He speaks and with every stroke of the feather, I graciously feel and accept more unconditional love from the Divine. Tears falls from my eyes as He tells me I am Enough. They disappear with the stroke of the feather. I know my Human body is crying out in happiness and relief.

He tells me I am doing enough. He tells me I am doing right. I am Enough and He loves me. Pride emanates from the Divine towards me. His protective shroud has never faltered and it continues to envelope me with unconditional pure love. My soul is loved and is blissfully content.

Through the connection, I silently ask Him, “How is my Masculine?”

And it all changes.

Scene 2: I meet Lord Shiva

I know not, if I have been ported further back onto the shore or if the tide has ebbed away with the moon, but there is now darkness and a vast space before the water begins.

I sit on the same sand and I marvel. In the blink of an eye, in the fraction of a second, the scape has changed. I put my arms around my knees and I marvel. The perfect darkness, the crisp coolness and the edge of the unknown has turned the scape into a safe but sinister place. I absorb the sinister feeling and I marvel.

I marvel at the sky, although it is not the sky. The whole of Existence is in front of me. The Universe is the art piece I marvel at. The dark background of void, galaxies and Space is laid out; pierced with colour. I cannot comprehend the Divine’s creation. My vision seems to have gained a new clarity and focus. Rings of mixing coloured gases. The infinite depth of the black holes. The white and blue lights of stars. The spitting fire of asteroids. The peaceful constellations written and greeting each other. The sulphurous planetary rings. Rivers of planetary waters. Streams of galaxy life and rivers dance across the fore; all in sync with the frequency of the melody from the Divine flute.

In all of the Divine’s creation, I am just a humble minute fraction of it. And He loves me.

I turn my head and notice a new energy has been observing me. He walks closer towards me in parallel to the lapping shoreline. As He approaches, familiarity washes over me. He is a young man, brown undulating curls cascading down past His Shoulder but partly in a bun on His Head. His Cobra lays peacefully around His neck. His Third Eye open and looks exactly the same as the whole Universe I am under.

I know He is One to be feared but also One who Loves. I know He is Supreme and the Ultimate Force. He is the duality of Peace and Fear. I know He is Love that conquers Fear, but One who can use Fear to bring about Love. I feel an unsettled reverence. I am humbled in Love and in Fear of Him. He is Lord Shiva; a Divine carnation of Lord Krishna.

He stands next to me and places His hand on my shoulder. Again, I become a vessel for the Divine’s message.

“I am the Creator and the Destroyer. I am the Beginning, the Middle, the End and the New. I am the past, present and the Future. My Child, you asked how He is.” He signals something in the distance.

A rock emerges. It lies metres away from the base of a cliff that has also appeared. Somehow, I have advanced with the Lord and stand within metres of the dark, ragged, spherical rock which is about the size of a horse. Underneath this rock lies a shape shrouded by a tight black cloak.

It is a human form writhing in a black tight shrouded cocoon; almost like a dark foetus in its sack. It emanates fear. It writhes possessed. It holds itself, hugging tight but fighting against its own touch. It is a shadow of a being, it is neglected and empty. Its screams are painful but silent as the form thrashes wildly from fear and darkness. It is my Masculine. The dark soul and its energy is easily recognised.

The Lord feels my palpable fear, pain and grief. He prevents me from moving forward and answers my silent question.

“This is a safe distance My Child.” He holds my arm to prevent me running forward. My feet are stuck but I Trust Him. I know my Human body is crying in despair.

“Your Masculine is facing himself and learning Truth. He does not like what he sees but must learn. He lives in fear of Self.” The Masculine shape continues to distort and writhe as The Lord explains:

“My Child, there are three ways in which Humans and Souls act; Out of Goodness, Passion and Ignorance. Those who act out of Goodness, act out of Purity and Selflessness and will be rewarded with Good. Those who act out of Passion, act out of coveting, lust and greed and will fall deeper into their toxicity. Those who act out of Ignorance, act blindly and without consciousness. It is possible for those who act out of Passion and Ignorance to learn consciousness and wisdom, to act out of Goodness.” He gestures to my Masculine.

I understand. My masculine is confronted with Truth, Truth of Self and He must embrace the lessons to evolve and mature. Through the connection, I silently ask, “Where is He on the journey?”

The Lord continues to help me. “My Child, I am the Beginning, the Middle, the End and The New. He is in the Middle of His Journey. Through facing Truth and Self, He is seeing, listening and gaining knowledge to become conscious and wiser. My Child, there is no concept of time, but His Time is different to your Time. Watch, My Child.”

In His Hand, a peacock feather. Just as before, He raises it to my face and with every stroke my Soul and Being is filled with light, unconditional Love and Pride. I open my eyes and see the Lord has moved forwards to my Masculine; I remain in place by the Lord’s silent demand. With a Divine Grace that only He has, the Lord strokes the peacock feather against my Masculine’s face.

It turns into light. It turns into love. It turns into my Masculine’s content face, free of pain, free of silent screaming and free of burden. He is content.

“See My Child, your Love is Enough. Your Love is Greater than all Fear.” The Lord watches me as I understand; My Love is Enough and it heals.

It was a momentary pause of relief. The light faded from my Masculine’s face and He scratched and scrabbled at it from the returning pain. The worry, pain and grief return to me, but the Lord is at my side. “What happens next?” I ask.

The Lord is silent but acts. The peaceful brown green Cobra around His neck begins to move. He is beautiful, graceful but potent. The Cobra stretches itself and unwinds from the Lord’s neck and slides down to the sand. As it moves, It multiplies. It multiplies again. It continues to multiply until a den of snakes are between the Lord and my Masculine. In sync, they meander to my Masculine.

I am calm and have no fear. I know this is Divinely created. I silently ask, “What do these snakes mean, My Divine?”

The Lord replies. “They are My eyes. They will consume Fear. They will teach. They are Creation.”

I am transfixed as the den of snakes gracefully and gently intertwine around my Masculine. His body elevated slightly as they burrow under Him and they cover Him entirely. I strain my eyes to look for Him but He is nowhere to be seen beyond the snakes. This sinister den of snakes has moved with grace, with such delicate love and movement, they now encapsulate my Masculine in a sphere of serpents. This ball of snakes now holds the most precious part of my Soul and Being. The Lord is connected to this ball of snakes and I cannot comprehend how.

I vibrate. The ball vibrates. I ask, “What happens now?”

“The New,” The Lord replies.

Scene 3: The Garden

The black fog around my vision fades and I realise I am now in a beautifully abundant treasure cove of nature. My feet register that the sand no longer tickles my toes, but cold, velvety, soft but crisp threads of grass replaces it. I can hear every snap of them as I shift and accommodate to this paradise.

I am balancing against a tree which roots me into this new Eden. The trees have thick barky trunks; untouched since conception, life has been free to thrive and grow. The tree canopies are thick and dense. Only small slithers of light pierce through the thick foliage of the canopy above. There is safety and sanctuary here.

Although there is natural darkness here, there is love and light that thrives. The trees talk to each other in low frequency. I can hear birds singing away. Their singing voices lift the darkness into a crisp high note. My eyes widen at the depth of colour to the flowers at my feet. Purple, blues and pink flowers twist around my toes as if to greet this new stranger to their home. The birdsong is harmonised with the bass-y buzz of the bees. The flapping wings of the millions of Butterflies creates a beat. They fly in all directions and are mesmerised by their play time with each other. Small furry animals chase, they kiss each other and laugh with glee. They are so childlike. All forming an orchestra playing in nature.

This is beauty without measure.

In the corner of my eye, I see a middle-aged wise man walking towards me. He wears nothing but a cloth around His waist. He has long brown hair but no other distinguishing features. I have not seen Him before, but I have seen Him every day. He is unassuming and as normal as the next. He is as I am.

The orchestra is joined by the melody of the flute. My eyes close as I enjoy the love and light Lord Krishna bestows on me. I stand with my head tipped up, absorbing the melodies and harmonies that course through the garden and through me. I am pure light reaching all ends of this jungle. The melody moves through my body and vibrates to my soul.

As I open my eyes, Lord Krishna stands beside me in His unassuming humble form. He removes the flute from His lips, but it continues to play.

“The New,” says The Lord and gestures to across the garden. I follow with my eyes.

I do not recognise His physical form. There are remnants of scratches and wounds which are nearly healed. He is naked and exposed. I recognise His Soul and His energy. I watch Him too marvel at the grass. He feels it for the first time. He reaches up to clearly see a leaf. He sees it for the first time. A bird sings near His ear. He hears for the first time. Just as a child tentatively takes His first steps, He does too.

I look back at Lord Krishna and realise He has placed me in the middle of the garden. I am no longer hidden and am just as exposed as my Masculine. He sees me, only me and His step was toward me.

We are facing each other in this paradise. I know my Human body is crying in happiness and love. He is everything and more that my Soul and Consciousness remembers. He is free and without burden. He is the light and is the Transformation.

He is the New.

He is Conscious and knows Himself. He has found a Truth and grace He has searched and longed for. He surrenders to the Divine Order and the written story.

Our mouths do not need to open. We are connected by more than any physical attribute. A Divine force combines us. I look into His Eyes and I see His whole existence imprinted on my soul and I know every story. I know He sees the equivalent in me.

We stand as equals in front of each other within this garden. He takes my hands in His. He moves His feet forward so each of our toes are touching. We are feeling the new versions of each other for the first time in this safe sanctuary. Imagine, the Divine connection is a long wave of light that connects our eyes, hand and toes and creates an infinite circle from our eyes to our toes and back. I can hear His breathing without thought.

I silently ask Him, “Is there anything you want to say to me?” He replies silently.

“I’m sorry. I’m sorry. I am so sorry. I could not have come any sooner.” I can feel His sincerity and honesty through His Soul and Being within the Infinite circle and Divine Connection through us. It is light that courses, without end, through both of us. It is the two halves of our soul merging into one and being at home.

I know my Human body is crying with relief and understanding that this painful transformation needed to happen for His own development, and, it has happened.

“There was nothing to forgive.” I reply silently. We are locked in this connective soul embrace that will last for eternity across many lives. We are One.

Without looking, I sense that Lord Krishna has joined closer to us and is within reach. The Lord brings the flute to His lips and the melody of the Universe plays. We are at the Lord’s altar and are receiving His blessing in His Divine Temple of Nature.

Our Souls are locked and are One in this Divine Circle. Our existence is One.

As representation of the Lord’s presence, the melody enters the Divine Connection, embodies my Masculine’s Soul, runs into my form and embodies my Soul and returns to the flute. It eternally continues to run through this circle. The Divine Circle of Oneness of these merged Souls is made with the Divine Lord. We are Blessed. We honour Lord Krishna in this Sacred connection eternally.

It can only be described as Oneness or Union. I know my Human body is crying and has realised how Incomplete it was until this complete-ness was felt. She cries, “I didn’t realise how incomplete I was without Him.”

Union or Oneness was the definition of the meaning of life and unconditional love. I could have happily stayed in that Quantum realm for eternity and enjoyed every moment of the connection and being with my masculine for eternity. We had to ground ourselves back to this realm and live out the Divine’s written story for us. I have more faith and trust now that this is Divinely orchestrated and the Divine works in my best interests. It is going to happen in this life or the next. There will be union.

Union was the life meaning you have always searched for it and then it was the moment it fit into place and happened. It was the Wholeness and Knowledge of the Universe in the Connection.

It is the same love and light shone down from the Lord onto you but through your counterpart’s Soul.

Refection: Themes (ongoing list)

1) Water represents healing

2) Peacock feather represents the Feminine energy within Hinduism. Lord Krishna wears a peacock feather to honour his Divine Feminine, Radha.

3) Flute- Lord Krishna’s instrument that creates the rhythm of the universe

4) Snakes are sign of not only fear and the dark side of life but show the creation after destruction of fear.

5) The Universe is infinite but is the Lord’s creation

6) The Lord loves the small to the large scale in His Creation.

7) Light will win over darkness. Darkness is a battle and can be one that periodically returns but becomes easier to win. On the other side of darkness is love.

8) You cannot rush to the destination. The journey is the destination.

9) Time is a construct, but patience is not.

10) The Masculine is literally hiding under a dark rock whilst He battles his lows

11) The shroud was one of darkness. Darkness can be healed by love, but it requires effort

12) Lord Shiva describes how a human or soul can better themselves through consciousness and wisdom

13) Lord Krishna is present in three different “forms” which all shows different ages; young, older and maturity. This is reflected in the growth of the Masculine.

14) Spring time is a time rejuvenation and rebirth

15) You cannot rush Transformation

16) Union is made between the two half souls merging back together but it is made in the presence of the Divine who has orchestrated it.

17) The Divine in you.

18) Vibrate high to be in union with self and your counterpart.

19) Trust and have faith in the Divine. He will not let you fail and can work Silently.